Take your jealous heart and cast it into stone

At first, sorry if you think this will be a complaining post, but I just have to get this out of my system.

People always, and especially in The Netherlands, have to say their opinions. If they know you or not. That was a reason a couple of years ago, that I was afraid to dress the way I wanted. Now 2 years later I'm not having that problem anymore. Gladly. I'm the person who I want to be, I dress how I want to and I'm proud of myself with what I already reached. It isn't much yet, but I'm proud of it. And I think that's important. That you can be proud of yourself and that you can be you. And I know that everyone will keep their opinions and they might change or not, but sometimes you just have to know when to say it or not. You can ruin someone's happyness with them. The way who someone wants to be. And I hate that. The girls and boys who all look the same, make fun of the one's that are not looking the same. And not all of them are doing that! But a lot are. And why? Because they're jealous that they don't have the guts to do it? Or just because they really think they look ridiculous? My parents always said to me that the people who are doing that are jealous. And maybe they are and maybe they're not. That's something I'll never know, but that subject keeps popping up in my head and I keep repeating the same question. WHY!?

Or the people who think it's ridiculous I have so many expensive shoes and buy them. You can have that opinion, that's okay with me. But don't try to bring me more sense or so. That's not necessary. My parents can do that. I can get really irritated by that. And I'm sorry if I'm bitchy about it, that's not my intention. But it's up to me if I want to buy it or not. It's my money, my choice. And it's also up to me if I want to except a gift from my dad or not. I'm always happy with what he gives me. If it's a movie, a book or a pair of gorgeous shoes. I'm a movie-addict, a book-aholic and a shoe-obsessed person. And thankfull to my dad! As long I'm not going to act as a spoiled brat, like the girls and boys do in 'My sweet 16'! And with what I hear from my friends and boyfriend is that I'm a sweet girl and totally not acting as a spoiled brat. My boyfriend is even suprised I'm not acting like that! One time he even said to me: "if I would get all the things you get, I already would have acted like a spoiled brat".

Again, sorry for my complaining. I just had to throw it out. And another sorry for if I acted bitchie, that really wasn't my intention. Only sometimes I just have to say things and then I don't care how I say it. Now I'm kind of contradicting myself, but what does it matter? It's out of my system and that's important! Now I'm only hoping that not everyone thinks I'm a total bitch right now! Or an arrogant person, because that's one of the things I do mind. I don't mind what people think of what I look, but how they think of me, can still bother me... Have to get over that...

But now my outfit! This is an outfit from 30-12-2008. Today it's exactly a month ago I wore that haha. And today I'm wearing the same dress! Not the same outfit, though. And now I'm going to shut my mouth haha.

And a little mistake. Which turned out pretty cool if I may say.

Cardigan, Anna van Toor

Dress, H&M

Waistbelt, vintage

White dotted tights, H&M

Wedges, Stella McCartney

Headband, Bijou Brigitte

Necklace, gift

Broche, Bijou Brigitte

Edit:

Now that I've posted this post, I'm a bit scared for the reactions... See, I told you I do care what people think of me! Haha.

Viktor & Rolf part 5

Everything in miniature!

Favourite lyrics

This song is already pretty old. I think I was about 10 years old when I was listening to it. And I still am. I'm also listening to it at the moment that I'm writing this. I absolutely think this is one of the best lyrics I've ever heard.

Christina Aguilera - Soar

When they push when they pull, tell me can you hold on

When they say you should change can you lift your head high and stay strong

Will you give up, give in, when your heart's crying out that it's wrong

Will you love you for you at the end of it all

Now, in life, there's gonna be times when you're feeling low

And in your mind insecurity seems to take control

We start to look outside ourselves for acceptance and approval

We keep forgettin' that the one thing we should know is

Don't be scared to fly alone, find a path that is your own

Love will open every door it's in your hands, the world is yours

Don't hold back and always know, all the answers will unfold

What are you waiting for, spread your wings and soar

The boy who wonders is he good enough for them

He's tryin' to please 'em all but he just never seems to fit in

Then there's the girl who thinks she'll never ever be good enough for him

She's tryin' to change and that's a game she'll never win

In life there's gonna be times when you're feeling low

And in your mind insecurity seems to take control

We start to look outside ourselves for acceptance and approval

We keep forgettin' that the one thing we should know is

Don't be scared to fly alone, find a path that is your own

Love will open every door it's in your hands, the world is yours

Don't hold back and always know, all the answers will unfold

What are you waiting for, spread your wings and soar

In the mirror is where she comes face to face with her fears

Her own reflection, now foreign to her after all these years

All of her life she has tried to be something besides herself

Now time has passed and she's ended up someone else with regret

What is it in us that makes us feel the need to keep pretending

Gotta let ourselves be

Don't be scared to fly alone, find a path that is your own

Love will open every door it's in your hands, the world is yours

Don't hold back and always know, all the answers will unfold

What are you waiting for, spread your wings and soar

Don't be scared to fly alone, find a path that is your own

Love will open every door it's in your hands, the world is yours

Don't hold back and always know, all the answers will unfold

What are you waiting for, spread your wings and soar

Don't wait, no more

Spread your wings and soar

Don't wait, no more

You can soar

So What you waiting for?

So these are my favourite lyrics. What do you think about them? And what are your favorite lyrcis, if you have them?

Cute Korean model and singer Hyori

Post your favorite Japanese, Korean, Chinese, etc. photos here! As an added challenge for Japanese models: find photos where Japanese models aren't wearing bikinis. Seriously, it's too easy to find those photos...

I'll get this started with some of my favorite Korean and Japanese models:

Cute Japanese model Maki Horikita


Cute Korean model and race queen Hwang Mi Hee

Cute Korean model and singer Hyori! get From : BigSoccer.com

Bollywood Girls - Wet Pics so sexy

Nisha Kothari in wet dress - Bollywood Girls

Some snaps of hot and sexy bollywood actress Nisha Kothari in wet dress, under rain. Clear exposure (set in camera) makes things too hot...!

Bipasha Basu

This is Bipasha Basu in a rain scene. Who won't say this is hot. This is more than that. She has some asset for her credit, and she is one of the hottest women in India and also in Asia.

See what you can see, its Bipasha Basu again.

Jiah Khan

Priyanka Chopra

Sherlyn Chopra

Pooja Bedi

Kareena Kapoor

Good shoes won't save you this time

This was an outfit from somewhere last week. It's one of the dresses I bought from Ilovevintage. It first came till my ankles! Good thing I have a good sewingmachine, because this isn't an easy fabric to sew with. It's partly stretch and then it's hard to make it shorter. I needed a special stitch. But now the dress is absolutely perfect! Still, yes still, have to make about 3 other dresses shorter. But I'm wearing my hot pink patent ankleboots here! I got them for my 16th birthday, but rarely worn them. Such a shame. But I also had no idea how to combine them, except for with jeans or so. But I'm not a jeans kind of girl. Not anymore.

I'm going to post more later in the afternoon. I'm not having enough time now, I have to go to school in about 15 minutes and still have to get dressed...

Dress, vintage (Ilovevintage)

Waistbelt, vintage (Ilovevintage)

Tights, H&M

Bow, Six

Necklace, H&M

Ankleboots, Fornarina

Edit:

I got some awards! Three actually.

The first one I got from the lovely Cherish. Thank you so much!

1. Put the logo on your blog or post.

2. Nominate at least 10 blogs which you think are fabulous.

3. Be sure to link to your nominees within your post.

4. Let them know that they have received this award by commenting on their blog.

5. Share the love and link to this post and to the person from whom you received your award.

But because I got 3 awards I'm not going to past these on to about 17 bloggers. I'm give this award to 5 bloggers and the other 2 awards also to 5 bloggers.

I give the Your blog is fabulous award to:

Andrea from A cat of impossible colour

Q's Daydream

Micaela from The Drifter and the Gypsy

Ana from On Dressing Up

And Lizbeth from Honeydipped

And I got these 2 from the always cute Ana b. Thank you so much dear!

About the Proximidade award.

"Blogs who receive this award are "exceedingly charming," says it's authors. This award is a fine one because it focuses not on the glory and fanfare of blogging, but in the PROXIMITY to one another through this online-world.
"This blog invests and believes in the PROXIMITY-nearness in space, time and relationships. These blogs are exceedingly charming. These kind bloggers aim to find and be friends. They are not interested in prizes or self-aggrandizement! Our hope is that when the ribbons of these prizes are cut even more friendships are propagated.
Please give more attention to these writers! Deliver this award to eight bloggers who must choose eight more and include this clever-written text into into the body of their award."

And the I love your love blog award! Again, thank you so much.

I give these awards to:

Yiqin from Qin at the Disco

Toni from Bare Peppermint Fashion

Nadine from Strawberry Kitten

Ella from Rebel Angel
And Hippiegirl from Street inspiration

Tila Tequila sexy Pictures

Though she was born to a Vietnamese family in Singapore, Tila Nguyen spent much of her life in Houston, TX, the place to which her parents had immigrated when she was just one year old. With a childhood full of fights and rebellion (it was in high school that she allegedly got her nickname, Tila Tequila, after an adverse reaction to the alcohol) Tila eventually moved to Hollywood when she was 18 in order to pursue a career there. Soon she was modeling for Playboy and other publications, as well as appearing as a contestant in the 2003 VH1 program Surviving Nugent. Wishing to diversify her portfolio, Tila joined a couple of bands in the L.A. area, and even had a song, "Straight Up," included on the 2005 MySpace Records debut compilation. Tila's real fame, however, came in the form of her /MySpace personality. Selling her mixture of sex, candor, and seeming accessibility, Tila soon became the most popular figure on /MySpace, with, by early 2007, over 1.7 million friends. Her dedication to self-promotion, along with her good looks, paid off. In 2006 she was given a record deal on Will.i.am Music Group (run by the Black Eyed Peas frontman), an A&M imprint. Although she initially accepted the offer, she released her first single, the Lil Jon-produced "I Love U," as an independent /iTunes-only offer in late February 2007, claiming she had decided to reject the major-label path in order to stay true to herself and her music and to continue her D.I.Y. approach to fame. Her debut EP, Sex, then came out the following month on the D.C.-based indie label The Saturday Team. Marisa Brown, All Music Guide

My sister asked me if I have heard of Tila Tequila. She says that Tila is ultra hot in the United States and that men are having fantasies of her! My sister suggested that I do a post on her here on my blog, Eh… I have heard of Tila Tequila but I am not sure if I have enough material to feature her here. Does Tila Tequila WEAR lingerie???

Tila Tequila was born in Singapore on 24th October, 1981. She is of Vietnamese descent and her given name is actually Thien Thanh Thi Nguyen, a typical Vietnamese name.

Soon after her birth, her family of “boat people” migrated to Houston, Texas, where she was raised. Tila adopted the name Tila Nguyen. As a teenager, Tila was a problematic child and got into so much trouble that she got kicked out of school. As she mentioned, she suffered from identity crisis, like it sometimes happen to non-American kids living in America.

Tila was spotted by a Playboy agent. While she declined the opportunity to by a Playboy bunny at first, she accepted it later and used that as a stepping stone to greater opportunities. Tila holds an illustrious portfolio now, including Queen of MySpce.com, though I could not understand why MySpace would want an ambassadress like Tila Tequila.

For the purpose of this post, I went through almost a thousand photos of Tila Tequila, and could only come up with these photos of her in something that at least resembles lingerie! Pathetic, isn’t it?