Don't have more or a better photo than this at the moment! But I think it's pretty clear! I'm so happy with it ^^
Redhead!
I did it! I'm a redhead! Pictures will follow soon. It's too dark now. Gah, so glad with it! Though I really have to get used to it. And with to get used to it, I mean reaaaaaaaaally have to get used to it! It's so dark in comparison to my white blonde hair. It feels odd. I even kissed (on the cheek!) my hairdresser, because I was so happy with it. And now my last outfit as a blonde!
Topshop lace dress and platforms
H&M tights
Necklace was a gift
H&M tights
Necklace was a gift
You're rubbing me the wrong way
I want to post something, but I have no idea where to write about. Here are a few things I want to mention!
- My internship will start this Monday. It's kind of odd that tomorrow will be my last free Saturday in 2 months.
- I'm going to dye my hair red in about 2 weeks. I hope I can do it tomorrow, but I'm afraid my hairdresser will be too busy.
- I want summer! I want it to be August, so my hair will be about 7/8 cm longer, red and curly. Then I want to wear the dark blue Topshop dress with bows on it that I ordered, with my vintage hat and my Stella McCartney wedges. And not to forgot candy cane pink lips! I'm already picturing myself on a terrace with a nice cool drink in the sun that isn't too hot.
- Because I'm missing the summer, I'm busy with making all kinds of spring/summer outfits. Maybe I should move to a warm country? A place where it's always around the 20 degrees Celsius? Someone any suggestions?
- I'm addicted to Buffy the Vampire Slayer. I seriously watch too many series.
Brunch
Scones with raspberryjam
Toast with salmon and scrambled eggs and low-fat yoghurt with raspberry's in it
And ofcourse tea!
More Topshop
Someone needs to put me in a cage without internet. Since my first Topshop order, I ordered more things. 3 new dresses yet again. Though I've given myself a shop restriction, it's hard not to forget it. Or to order more things. I guess it's because I don't seem to like the things here in the stores and in some way my love for vintage clothing seems to be extinguished. Not all vintage clothing though. I really like the mod dresses from the sixties, but they're hard to find when you don't look around at ebay. But now my Topshop buys! I'll try to post more later this afternoon/evening.
Maybe you're the one for me
Frankly I've had it with guys. They're all such dumbasses. Though now I'm not referring to boyfriend. Excuse me, ex-boyfriend. It's over now for 3 weeks. So that's pretty fresh. Another reason why January sucks, yay! Oh, I'm sorry for my pessimistic mood. I've just had horrible dream last night. There was this guy, I couldn't see his face, though I thought he was cute. I liked him and he liked me back. And we sat on the same school and after school I went home. I was at home for about 10 minutes when someone rang the bell. It was him. He followed me, because he wanted to be with me. And I remember that I thought that it was so sweet. He stayed at my place and we watched films. And then I woke up.
Though this dream doesn't sound horrible, the feeling it's giving me now is horrible. It makes me realize how many mistakes I made with boys. 2 times my heart was really broken. The first time when I was 14 and the second time when I was 16. In the meantime there were other boys, but not that special to me. When I was 14 I got my first kiss from the guy that broke my heart. I thought he would be my first actual boyfriend. A few weeks after that first kiss he got an other girlfriend and now I'm wondering, was my heart broken because I really was in love, or because the idea from 'first boyfriend' was gone? Now I'm thinking about it and I'm almost sure it's because the boyfriend idea was gone. I hated, pure hate, his girlfriend because she stole that from me. And I thought she was slutty. I must admit that I still think she is, haha. Oooh, bad karma!
The second heartbreak was more painful. I was 15 in the beginning of everything. He was 18. I was in my exam year of high school (he also) and in every break, I walked through the school. You could walk through the school (main floor) and be back at the place where you started in about 3 minutes. I did that because I knew where he sat in the breaks. I wanted him to see me. And he did saw me. He added me on msn and I couldn't believe it! How could a guy like him, like me?! We had long conversations on msn, but in real life I was too shy to talk to him. After a few weeks I met him, I got a boyfriend (it's something that also happened, but that would make the story too long). I've had a boyfriend for about 2 months, when I broke up with him. I didn't liked him that much like the other guy. I was ignoring my feelings for him. Something I couldn't do any longer. I told him the story and after a few days (I believe) we wanted to see each other (all the exams were done, so we didn't saw each other at school anymore), so he came to my house. That was the day we kissed for the first time. After that first time we saw each other another couple of times, but never longer than 2 hours. Everytime when I tried to arrange something with him, he cancelled at the last moment. I hated him so much for that. I was so mad. After a few months I found out he had a girlfriend. First I was noxious, then mad, then happy (odd enough) and then I was sad. So, so, so sad. I couldn't stop crying that day.
I was feeling hurt about it for about a year I think... After that the hurting was gone and I was mad. I also found out he only wanted me for the sex. Now I'm not mad at him anymore. I think it's a pathetic figure, because he wanted a 15 year old for sex. Maybe it's stupid that I didn't saw that, but something cliché is true. Love does make you blind.
I'm sorry for this whole story, but I needed to write this off. When I started this, I was feeling mad. Now I'm okay again! But I found something out. After those painful heartbreaks, I learned something. You shouldn't walk after a guy. He should walk after you. Something I didn't do at first. A mistake I probably will make again in the future. But I need to keep an eye on myself, because if a guy wants me, he has to go for me. Because if he doesn't, I'll just think I'm not the girl for him. Though I don't really want to think to have a new boyfriend... Not now.
It was my intention to make new photo's today, but my cold got back. I feel pretty bad. So I'm afraid you'll have to do it with an old outfit. Well, old... More from December. Not one of my favorite outfits. And there are no detail shots this time, sorry!
Though this dream doesn't sound horrible, the feeling it's giving me now is horrible. It makes me realize how many mistakes I made with boys. 2 times my heart was really broken. The first time when I was 14 and the second time when I was 16. In the meantime there were other boys, but not that special to me. When I was 14 I got my first kiss from the guy that broke my heart. I thought he would be my first actual boyfriend. A few weeks after that first kiss he got an other girlfriend and now I'm wondering, was my heart broken because I really was in love, or because the idea from 'first boyfriend' was gone? Now I'm thinking about it and I'm almost sure it's because the boyfriend idea was gone. I hated, pure hate, his girlfriend because she stole that from me. And I thought she was slutty. I must admit that I still think she is, haha. Oooh, bad karma!
The second heartbreak was more painful. I was 15 in the beginning of everything. He was 18. I was in my exam year of high school (he also) and in every break, I walked through the school. You could walk through the school (main floor) and be back at the place where you started in about 3 minutes. I did that because I knew where he sat in the breaks. I wanted him to see me. And he did saw me. He added me on msn and I couldn't believe it! How could a guy like him, like me?! We had long conversations on msn, but in real life I was too shy to talk to him. After a few weeks I met him, I got a boyfriend (it's something that also happened, but that would make the story too long). I've had a boyfriend for about 2 months, when I broke up with him. I didn't liked him that much like the other guy. I was ignoring my feelings for him. Something I couldn't do any longer. I told him the story and after a few days (I believe) we wanted to see each other (all the exams were done, so we didn't saw each other at school anymore), so he came to my house. That was the day we kissed for the first time. After that first time we saw each other another couple of times, but never longer than 2 hours. Everytime when I tried to arrange something with him, he cancelled at the last moment. I hated him so much for that. I was so mad. After a few months I found out he had a girlfriend. First I was noxious, then mad, then happy (odd enough) and then I was sad. So, so, so sad. I couldn't stop crying that day.
I was feeling hurt about it for about a year I think... After that the hurting was gone and I was mad. I also found out he only wanted me for the sex. Now I'm not mad at him anymore. I think it's a pathetic figure, because he wanted a 15 year old for sex. Maybe it's stupid that I didn't saw that, but something cliché is true. Love does make you blind.
I'm sorry for this whole story, but I needed to write this off. When I started this, I was feeling mad. Now I'm okay again! But I found something out. After those painful heartbreaks, I learned something. You shouldn't walk after a guy. He should walk after you. Something I didn't do at first. A mistake I probably will make again in the future. But I need to keep an eye on myself, because if a guy wants me, he has to go for me. Because if he doesn't, I'll just think I'm not the girl for him. Though I don't really want to think to have a new boyfriend... Not now.
It was my intention to make new photo's today, but my cold got back. I feel pretty bad. So I'm afraid you'll have to do it with an old outfit. Well, old... More from December. Not one of my favorite outfits. And there are no detail shots this time, sorry!
Vintage band jacket, dress and bow
Pieces scarf
Birdcage necklace from Ilovevintage.nl
Givenchy ankleboots
Pieces scarf
Birdcage necklace from Ilovevintage.nl
Givenchy ankleboots
You're in my head. Get outta my head!
At first I really wanted to thank everyone for the sweet and nice comments I get every time I post something new. I'm so bad at commenting back the past months and still a lot of you take the time to write a comment. I can't tell you how much I appreciate that. All the best wishes comments on the burglar post were so sweet and it really made me feel better. I've let my dad read it and he also thought it was so sweet. You all are so great!^^
Today my dad and me got some new things again. We got a new tv, arranged curtains for downstairs (you could look right into the living room, apparently one of the robbers was here before (and they watched my dad the whole week long!) and took a look around the house. One of the neighbours called the police, but that wasn't enough to keep them away obviously), new underwear (they stole my dad's freaking underwear!), new perfume for me and new mascara. And sweetly enough my dad suggested to go to the shoe department and I got new shoes! How can I say no to that? It was never my intention to go to the shoe department, because I only wanted to get the things my dad was missing. After everything we bought a chocolate cake and sushi! The sushi was delicious as usual and the chocolate cake.. Damn, I want another piece of it!
I wore kind of 2 outfits today. With the same garments, but different accessories.
Today my dad and me got some new things again. We got a new tv, arranged curtains for downstairs (you could look right into the living room, apparently one of the robbers was here before (and they watched my dad the whole week long!) and took a look around the house. One of the neighbours called the police, but that wasn't enough to keep them away obviously), new underwear (they stole my dad's freaking underwear!), new perfume for me and new mascara. And sweetly enough my dad suggested to go to the shoe department and I got new shoes! How can I say no to that? It was never my intention to go to the shoe department, because I only wanted to get the things my dad was missing. After everything we bought a chocolate cake and sushi! The sushi was delicious as usual and the chocolate cake.. Damn, I want another piece of it!
I wore kind of 2 outfits today. With the same garments, but different accessories.
Topshop dress
H&M skirt underneath
Blue Vintage waistbelt
Claire's bow
Necklace was a present
Topshop platforms
And before people are going to comment on the shape of my lips. I can't help it! I'm not making a funny mouth on purpose x]
H&M skirt underneath
Blue Vintage waistbelt
Claire's bow
Necklace was a present
Topshop platforms
And before people are going to comment on the shape of my lips. I can't help it! I'm not making a funny mouth on purpose x]
Topshop scarf
H&M skirt
Pieces scarf
Vintage bow
Necklace was a gift
See by Chloé boots
And now my newest baby's!^^ Let me introduce them to you as Stella McCartney the 6th and Givenchy the 3th.
H&M skirt
Pieces scarf
Vintage bow
Necklace was a gift
See by Chloé boots
And now my newest baby's!^^ Let me introduce them to you as Stella McCartney the 6th and Givenchy the 3th.
And now I'm off to bed since it's already been 2 O'clock and I'm busy with this post for 2 hours already. Don't we just love slow internet? Good night everyone and have a nice sunday!
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