I feel bad... And sad

Oh man, I got such an amazing invite a few weeks ago. I was invited to go to the Antwerpen fashion weekend with more bloggers. First I wanted to go, but due to a lot of schoolwork this weekend I canceled it. I still can't afford it to go away this weekend, but now I read on Renee's blog that she's off to Antwerpen and that Alix (cherryblossomgirl ofcourse), Susie (stylebubble), Frassy also are going and more! And I'm feeling so bad right now. I really really really really want to go now!!! And I just can't. I hate school. Seriously. Maybe someone an idea how I can make myself feel better?